David,
Baby I love you so much. I know I don't always show it, but it is true. I know that we have our ups and downs, but we always work through them. The arguments that we do have are never really that bad, except for a couple which I regret more than anything. You never have to worry about me beating you, cheating on you, leaving you, treating you and the kids bad, or calling the cops on you. I know that the people in your past treated you and the kids wrong, but that is not me. I know sometimes I get rude, or stressed, and I know that I act crazy sometimes. I don't mean to do any of the things that I do. I will try to control my temper better than what I do. I try to do everything I can to make you and the kids happy. I love you all so much. Without you and the kids I would have nothing to live for. You all are the reason that I get up everyday. You all are the reason that I do everything I do. I want the house clean so that the kids are not embarrassed to have people come over, and so that you have a nice home to live in. I know I should cook more often to, and I will start. I also try to make sure that everyone has clean clothes to wear, even though right now there is a ton of dirty clothes to do. Everything I do, I do for you and the kids. I know you say I need to let you all help me more, but I love doing these things for you all. I love being a wife and mommy. If I didn't loe doing these things for you all, then I wouldn't care if they got done or not. I also can't stand for the house to be dirty, but it is mainly for you and the kids. I know that all your exes made you and the girls do everything, and that is just not me. I was raised that it is the woman's job to make sure the house is clean, the laundry is done, and the kids are taken care of. I was also raised that the woman does the cooking, but I do compromise there and let you do most of that. Yes, I know I should let you all do more, but I really like to do it myself. I dont mind most of the time doing it either. The only time I do mind is when I am sick, or hurting really bad. I love you so much and I don;t ever want to lose you. I do worry sometimes that you will take the kids and leave me, but it isnt every often. I would die if you left me, and took the kids from me. I love them just like they are my own. I know sometimes it seems like I am picking on Emily, or that I dont love her, but that is not true. I do love her so much, and it hurts me so much that she is fixing to leave us. I know that she is probably not going to stay here, and I really am not ready to let her go. I also am harder on her I guess because she is the oldest, and is a role model for the rest of the kids. I am not trying to be mean to her or any of the kids. I do get stressed out, and like I said I will work on that. I love you baby so much and I am still so much in love with you. I wll work hard to be a better wife, and mother. I love you.
kristie i love u a lot.........
Baby I love you so much. I know I don't always show it, but it is true. I know that we have our ups and downs, but we always work through them. The arguments that we do have are never really that bad, except for a couple which I regret more than anything. You never have to worry about me beating you, cheating on you, leaving you, treating you and the kids bad, or calling the cops on you. I know that the people in your past treated you and the kids wrong, but that is not me. I know sometimes I get rude, or stressed, and I know that I act crazy sometimes. I don't mean to do any of the things that I do. I will try to control my temper better than what I do. I try to do everything I can to make you and the kids happy. I love you all so much. Without you and the kids I would have nothing to live for. You all are the reason that I get up everyday. You all are the reason that I do everything I do. I want the house clean so that the kids are not embarrassed to have people come over, and so that you have a nice home to live in. I know I should cook more often to, and I will start. I also try to make sure that everyone has clean clothes to wear, even though right now there is a ton of dirty clothes to do. Everything I do, I do for you and the kids. I know you say I need to let you all help me more, but I love doing these things for you all. I love being a wife and mommy. If I didn't loe doing these things for you all, then I wouldn't care if they got done or not. I also can't stand for the house to be dirty, but it is mainly for you and the kids. I know that all your exes made you and the girls do everything, and that is just not me. I was raised that it is the woman's job to make sure the house is clean, the laundry is done, and the kids are taken care of. I was also raised that the woman does the cooking, but I do compromise there and let you do most of that. Yes, I know I should let you all do more, but I really like to do it myself. I dont mind most of the time doing it either. The only time I do mind is when I am sick, or hurting really bad. I love you so much and I don;t ever want to lose you. I do worry sometimes that you will take the kids and leave me, but it isnt every often. I would die if you left me, and took the kids from me. I love them just like they are my own. I know sometimes it seems like I am picking on Emily, or that I dont love her, but that is not true. I do love her so much, and it hurts me so much that she is fixing to leave us. I know that she is probably not going to stay here, and I really am not ready to let her go. I also am harder on her I guess because she is the oldest, and is a role model for the rest of the kids. I am not trying to be mean to her or any of the kids. I do get stressed out, and like I said I will work on that. I love you baby so much and I am still so much in love with you. I wll work hard to be a better wife, and mother. I love you.
kristie i love u a lot.........